Tubmlr, what even is this?Just a college student who loves homestuck and various other things!
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As something new I thought I'd do, you can now submit your stuff to me here! Stuff goes in here!
I know you’re broken down by anger and by sadness; You feel I left you in a world that’s full of madness. Wish I could talk to you, if only for a minute; Make you understand the reasons why I did it.
I wanna tell you that you’re all that ever mattered; Want you to know that, for eternity, I’m shattered. I tried so hard just to protect you, but I failed to, And in a prison of abandonment I’ve jailed you.
I never planned that I would leave you there alone, I was sure that I would see you when I made it back home. And all the times I swore that it would be okay; Now I’m nothing but a liar, and you’re thrown into the fray.
This bedtime story ends with misery ever after, The pages are torn, and there’s no final chapter. I didn’t have a choice, I did what I had to do; I made a sacrifice, but forced a bigger sacrifice on you.
I know you’ve lived a nightmare; I caused you so much pain. But, baby, please don’t do what I did; I don’t want you to waste your life in vain.
I couldn’t take it, couldn’t stand another minute; Couldn’t bear another day without you in it. All of the joy that I had known for all my life Was stripped away from me the minute that you died.
To have you in my life was all I ever wanted, But now without you I’m a soul forever haunted. Can’t help but feel that I had taken you for granted; No way in Hell that I can ever comprehend this.
I wasn’t dreaming when they told me you were gone, I was wide awake and feeling that they had to be wrong. How could you leave me when you swore that you would stay? Now I’m trapped inside a nightmare every single f’ing day.
It’s like a movie, but there’s not a happy ending; Every scene fades black, and there’s no pretending. This little fairy tale doesn’t seem to end well, There’s no knight in shining armor who will wake me from the spell.
I know you didn’t plan this; You tried to do what’s right. But in the middle of this madness, I’m the one you left to win this fight.